hi now seriously upset...
eng even though i pass i dunno y i still upset...
coz ms ng sae de paper is easy but i cnt even score...
mayb my eng is meant to be bad...
quite shocking n i super upset wif my marks...
held bak de tears...dunno y so sensitive...
mayb juz disappointed in myself??i not sure myself....
hu to blame?
onli me luh...ya so juz curse myself...
den lit ms chua let us see some documentary...
its so damn sad....
i kept tinkin of flipper...i watch dat show last tym n den i grew up lovin de dolphins...
dey r seriously smart animals...
its quite upsettin seein dem gettin slaughter...
i wanna swim wif dolphins one day..haha it cn onli be in my dreams when i do dat...
seriously no one would eat dolphin meat rite...
hu wanna eat suc an adorable creature...
den math i get another big shock...
seriously i work hard for math n truthfully dats dse onli subject i tot i cn score...
but guess i was WRONG WRONG WRONG...
nth seems rite for me...n again held bak de tears...
zzz i sound so weak...
n im guessin other papers dere is no hope for me...
hu to blame?
again i cnt blame anyone but me, myself and I...
so curse myself evrytym....
i noe tianchen feel de same way as me coz we were hafin a major breakdown...
but dats life...
ppl will fail...
its juz part of de learnin process...
after math quickly rush for npap without lunch...
today trainin is super tirin...
de most tirin of alll...
nex wk guess its gonna be harder...help!
my area was de 2nd last to go home...
waited for de goddamn bus is so long...
i chged my half u to mufti in de bus...its juz takin out de belt n chgin de shoes so its ok...
but when we reach hongkah de gate close den security not dere den de hongkah people bags r all inside de sch n some ppl hafen chge to mufti so dey cnt go home coz u're not allowed to go home in half u...
den dey were all stuck outside de gate waitin for de security...dere were a whole bunch of ppl dere...
haha luckily i chged ald...
an-yung gonna hear big bang songs to self cheer myself...
